I had an amazing day on Wednesday. Here’s a short list of what happened: ~I felt ridiculously frustrated ~I ran to the waterfall and received some pretty calming wisdom ~I met with Leela through the Time Bank who helped me increase that wisdom about 1,000-fold ~Falling into sleep, this phrase burst forth and I was “told” that I wouldn’t get to sleep until I wrote it down because I HAD to remember it: “We feel like we need to be where we’re going to get to before we can start from where we are.” Hence, the question that started this newsletter. Here’s how this all ties together. At this point in my life I am looking for structure, to build a firm base or foundation for putting my gifts out into the world in a tangible and relatable way. It doesn’t really seem to be happening, yet it is happening–just not in the way my ego wanted. That’s where the frustration came from. When I ran to the waterfall, I sat there and let some tears trail down my cheeks. Gosh darnit doesn’t it feel good to do that every once in a while?! I sure think so! While I was sitting there processing and witnessing the water being itself and doing what it does, this thought dropped into my being, “Sometimes the water moves really fast, and sometimes it seems to just sit there, but it doesn’t ever question where it is, it just follows its path. It always gets to where it’s going, but it remains content to be where it is.” Ah, now THAT felt good.
When I met with Leela, a mirror of your deepest wisdom that you can’t see until it’s reflected back to you, I felt nurtured into my being. I felt a deep sense of peaceful awareness that I am exactly where I need to be. My future is about to unfold in exactly the manner it is meant to. Every moment, our future is about to unfold, but every moment is where it all happens. Leela helped remind me that there’s nowhere else I need to be. Most important, I don’t have to have it all figured out right now. Once we figure it all out, we are simply faced with more to figure out anyway. Our destination isn’t the end, but it keeps us going. When we get there, we create a new destination, which keeps us going until we create a new one again.
Next time you feel like you should be somewhere else or more “finished” with your project, I encourage you to soften your eyes. Feel the blood running in your veins and notice how this blood that runs through you is made of the same substance as the stream. Find the place inside you that can tune into the flow of the stream. Watch it run wild with enthusiasm down rocks and cliffs and mountains. And watch it stand still as the landscape of its path flattens out. See it pooling together for some decompression time after it falls fast and furious for awhile, and watch it slowly make its way down its path once again. Ever moving, ever changing, yet ever present exactly where it is. This same presence is always accessible to you.
Running in the rising rays of the sun today, I witnessed my mind say, “All the cells in my body are vibrating pure bliss.” Maybe it was the first rays of light on the Siskiyous. Maybe it was the sun creeping up over the Cascades. Maybe it was the juicy~aliveness of the woods. Maybe it was knowing the blood that is running through my veins is made of the same essence of Life that flows through us all, and the Earth, and our homes in the stars. Maybe it’s the breath, or the song of the frogs as I passed by their melody. Maybe it’s the colors and fragrance of the myriad flowers blooming in this valley and these hills. Maybe it’s just the truth.
It feels really good to accept the truth.
WE are Blessed. Happy Beltane. Honor the maiden, mother, and crone in you, in me, in WE.
Continued from my latest aMuseLetter. ClickHEREto read the beginning. **ME: Why do I feel this doubt? What lifetime have I tried to express myself but have been blocked?**In the past, you have been suppressed. Even in Lemuria you forgot some of your aspects, because the quotient of Light even then was not to the degree necessary to hold the vibration of all that you had to bring, so you chose to leave some of it behind. You did this knowing that it would come back to you when it was the right time. You forgot that, too. WE are asking you to remember and call upon those abilities, knowings, now.**ME: “Why have I never, on Earth, fully shown/shone my Light?**Because coming without being fully equipped, from the get-go you felt short of your fullness. And so knowing this, each lifetime you allowed yourself more and more to feel less-than that which you were and are. Even now, though you don’t remember leaving what you left behind, your DNA knows that you are not carrying all the Light you once held. So of course you feel diminished in a way. However, no need. This was a conscious choice. It was a choice you made and when you made it you knew that even if ever you were to forget (which you did–and many others), you would, when the timing was right (and it is) remember that you came to Earth without all aspects of you. Yes, you are remembering now because now, the time is right. So every day align with your Higher Self and call back those aspects you left behind, not only from all your Earthly lifetimes but also from your lives in the Stars. You don’t need to consciously remember what all of this sums up to, or what are the individual parts. Your DNA knows it all well and knows how to integrate it all with ease, comfort, grace, love and joy. So what lifetime? Many lifetimes. Specifics don’t matter. It is all part of the whole. Prayer to Align with our Higher Self & Call back forgotten aspects of who we are: I call now upon my Higher Self to fully align with my physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual bodies with ease and comfort, removing and replacing any energies that do not serve the Highest Good. I call now upon all aspects of the Light I chose to leave behind in order to walk on this Earth. I give myself permission to integrate these aspects into my physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual bodies now with ease and comfort. I call now upon all aspects of the Light I held in previous Earthly lifetimes to integrate into my physical, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies with ease and comfort. I now walk forward with confidence, faith, and trust that I am complete in my Self, that I am protected, and that I am a powerful beacon of Love and Light. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
The pear blossoms are blooming. The maple tree right outside my room is already sprouting new leaves. The Cascades are green this time of year, rather than their usual golden-brown. It is time for awakening. Wake up! Wake up to the beauty that surrounds you, wherever you are. Wake up to the beauty that is you~me~WE~are One.
WE are not separate. You may have heard of Abraham-Hicks. Abraham is a collective consciousness of many ‘souls’ acting as One, right? The Pleiadians? They are a collective unit but when they wish to communicate with us they choose to separate out one or more of their souls in order that we recognize and can better assimilate and understand them.
Humans~believe it or not, we are a collective consciousness. We decided to separate out, too, but in physical, much more dense bodies, and for a much longer period of “time.” We are awakening to our Unity. When we awaken to this, we realize, not only conceptually, but also actually, that your experience is my experience, and my experience is your experience, too. So we can be grateful that we are all having these “separate” experiences now so that when we re-member our collectivity, we’ve all had the same experiences….trillions and billions and zillions of them!!
Contemplating during my yoga practice, thoughts of balance crept through my mind. It came to me that action can happen and happen and happen and happen on into Infinity, but if nothing is there to receive it, all the action in the world could never become anything. I was pondering Shiva & Shakti (masculine & feminine energies). Shiva, the masculine, could do actions forever, but it would never amount to anything unless Shakti, the feminine, was open to receiving it.
Action is important. Without it, nothing would become. However, when we do not open up to the feminine response of receptivity, allowing, holding, nurturing, stilling and being, we’re pretty much trying to get everywhere but we’ll never get anywhere. Because where we’re trying to get to is right here, now. And where we’re trying to get to is waiting for us to stop trying and just be there.
But I didn’t wanna blog. I was tired and felt like my energy was totally zapped out of me.
How did I know that the Cosmic Center Information Station said Blog? I drew one of my Galaxy Cards. You would know how cool Galaxy Cards are if you were to become Calibrated to Galaxy Time with thisLightBlossomsprogram developed through me (and for me by the way, it’s been a blessing and three-quarters, at least!)
I made the intention to Blog, having no idea what I’d be blogging about, but decided to sit in the hot tub right outside my door for a few minutes, then shower off, then do some Kundalini Yoga (Sat Kriya~~fantastic and 100% reliable reset button for us human beings!). Just as I was coming out of Savasana, cool little thought popped into my head… Kundalini Yoga is really good for our glands and if our glands are the most important connection to the cosmos…… COSMIC KUNDALINI! THAT’S IT!
I popped right up, said “Thank you” and emailed a friend of mine to find out when the Cosmic Kundalini Community Class starts at her house (or another one if not hers).
Many things happened just by doing 5 minutes of Kundalini Yoga and then taking a 10 minute rest: My nervous system is now reset, I have a TON of energy, I got a title for my classes and the idea to start one as soon as possible, and here I am blogging about it, as my Galaxy Card suggested I do. And it feels GREAT! Next Galaxy Card::: Physical Body Release Meditation (part of LightBlossoms Galaxy Time Calibration, too). !!
So I was like, how? I’m sitting in Grilla Bites with about an hour and 15 to spare before my next meeting, and I drew a card. I closed my eyes and asked how I am to “raise my vibration” right now (frankly, I’m feeling pretty darn good!) and I instantly visualized myself sniffing a rose. OH! That’s how! Roses are the highest vibration thing on Earth so whenever I see one I stop and smell it. I usually say, “Hold on, I gotta raise my vibration!”
The bottom card of my deck was “Blog.” So I am doing just that about the top card. After I post this, I am going to visualize smelling the rose again and then draw another one. All these cards are helping me get this Galaxy Time Calibration program out into the world! What is your Projection of Success? In other words, what do you want to bring forth from your soul to help the world become the more beautiful place we see in our hearts?… A Galaxy Card deck is waiting for you to create it so it can help you create!
If you want to know about these Galaxy Cards and how you can incorporate your customized deck into your life, contact me about Galaxy Time Calibration. You learn how to make them in your first session!